To say this past week has been a roller coaster would be an understatement. My emotions were literally all over the place. I have a lot of anxiety about school, and sometimes I like to blow things way out of proportion. That happened this week. It has been hard to find a balance with my school work, and I doubt I will since I only have another month until I am finished this semester. I am really looking forward to having some time off and to make some really great things happen. Back to the school work though, I am in 4 courses and none of them are too difficult, I just like making sure I have things done on time. For one course, I just work on a paper the whole semester. I have one more month until it is due and I have done a great amount of work on it, but it still has a ways to go. Today I am in a rut though because I did a fair amount of work on the weekend, in hopes that they would call me into work today. I even texted a supervisor last night to let them know that I was available for work today, and then nothing. It is a little disappointing to work casual in that sense because most other days that people text me, I am usually too busy with school work. It is hard to know that within the next couple months I will need money more than ever before, and if I am not making any now, it is not easy to save anything.
But this is what all this comes down to. I have faith and I have hope. Things are going to work out, because they always have for me and I know that they always will. So, I can make some work for myself today to make sure I am informed in all my courses or to maybe even get ahead. Then I might just make some muffins and run an errand and take some time to relax, because I know I would enjoy and benefit from doing so.