Life just moves so quickly. It's crazy that soon enough the moment will come and go and I will have him home and so much will happen from there. It's going to be wonderful, or at least I really really hope so.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
in the days to come
I'll have him back in a week and I really don't feel as excited as I would like to be. People keep asking me if I am excited and it might just be getting a little bit annoying. Like yes obviously I am excited I haven't seen the boy I love in two years but you are only the 6th person to ask me that today. I can tell that some people are genuinely happy for us though and that does make me very happy. I have been so fortunate to meet people on this journey who have never even met Haig before and yet they have been so supportive and nice about it. There is a lot to be done between now and next week when I head over to Nova Scotia. I want to start packing over the weekend but with this YSA conference I just feel stressed and frazzled. Going back to school also causes me a bit of a head ache, but I am not worried as much with it being my last year and all. I have had some anxiety about what Haig might what to do when he gets home and how things will fall back into place, but I do have so much hope that things will go well and I am holding on to that tight. The little things that are bugging me are minor. I wish I had some money to get a manicure, or I wish I wasn't breaking out right now. I would like to get a new pair of shoes for some of my outfits but I don't know when I'll find the time. I want to continue to be a good friend and spend time with the people that have been so wonderful, but again there seems to be so little time.